last week was very warm, very sunny and very stressful ( wrote about my last paper). after it was done i got really really drunk..it means..lot of kcal. but after all that stress, tears and fears i simply needed it. i was out also on Friday and Saturday night. i just wanted to enjoy freedom and well to avoid also thinking about the future. But today i have calmed down. And from tomorrow morning i have a new plan.On Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays i have work all day long. that's a good thing, because i don't eat there. and at the morning i don't eat in general. so i need to plan only one meal. i take bike to and from work, so it's also kcal burning and i will go running for 30 min every second evening.
i can't wait to start. Tuesdays and Thursdays will be my relaxing time.
- i will read books a lot (finally something else then learning books or German books).
- i will go to the beach and i will be brown like chocolate (i am already brown but i want more)
- i will begin to draw again (haven't done that for over then 3 years, but i want it now).
- i will visit art exhibitions with my best friend
- i will drink coffee (that one only cup:( )
- i will go to summer music festivals and will enjoy listening to the music in summer nights
- i will forget to worry about tiny irrelevant everyday things.
- i will travel to Germany and i will see my friends again and i will tell them that i missed them much (even it's really hard to me to admit stuff like that.
- maybe, just maybe i could find someone i really want to find. and maybe, it could change my loneliness.
- and maybe, just maybe I WILL BE HAPPY IN THIS SUMMER. so happy i always wanted to be.
But till then i WILL try to look as best as i can, what means...i need to loose some weight. GO me!
xXxShySushiXxX
sounds like a plan! :)
ReplyDeleteExcellent plan! Go get 'em!
ReplyDeleteGood plan! Have a great summer!
ReplyDeleteSushi! I'm so glad you're back on Blogger again! That's great you finally have all your papers written and you have some stress-free time to do things you really like. During the summer and Christmas holidays are the only times I get to read books other than textbooks also. I would love to see some of your drawings when you finish them! Art is some great stuff! Spending time at the beach sounds like a load of fun- you're lucky to live near the water! The closest beach is like 6 hours from my house =(. I hope this summer is the happiest summer you've had so far! ♥
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