ARIANA!! your comment was so sweet. so you guessed where im from^^ it was almost right..want to learn a new language? just kidding. i know that you don't like languages and anyway this language has no use^^
u asked me what im afraid of..its both- of failure and the fact im not sure what will happen..and also i don't want to upset anyone. but ill will face this after ill be done with school.
Omg im really scared.my hands are shaking. i have no money to pay university, because if im fail this year ill need to pay for it a big amont of money, which means ill need to drop this. and this happens just because of one little misunderstanding.
i haven't updated my weight or kcal intake for a while. im still 128 lbs. and i don't get why im not loosing anything. i don't binge, i eat 500-1000 kcal a day. i think its because of coffee and lack of kcal burning ( ill need to find time for that. :( )
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For your college payments, do you get scholarships or grants? If not then maybe you could take out a loan or something? Thing is, I have no idea how that's done in your country. Here, you can get a loan to pay for college and you don't have to start paying it back until you graduate.
ReplyDeleteHey, you're 128, which is awesome! I'd love to be your weight. Even though you're not losing, you're not gaining so that's good as well!
I do like languages a lot! Just not the one I ws studying =(. I want to learn French one day (not enough time or money for my undergrade degree) and I would like to learn Finnish. I have a foreign exchange friend from Finland and I would love to talk to her in her own language...without using Google translator because apparently it's not that accuarate!
ir laba diena ♥ =)
I <3 your blog, so inspirational
ReplyDeleteI hope you get motivated soon!
Stay strong & Beautiful sweetie <3
I'm having a wee bit of time following some of this, just because I don't know backstory and such...but a lesson I am learning (right now, actually) is to never let fear of failure hold you back from doing something. If you're afraid of failing, and don't participate or try because of that fear of failure, then isn't that failure in itself? You aren't finished when you lose, you are finished when you quit.
ReplyDeleteNot eating will not solve your problems, just give you a temporary fix. Just be good to you.
Ariana covered the education and money part I was going to mention...just look into it!