homesick

hi there, i've been very lazy(for blogging) lately..i'm doing great..my foot is almost healed..i can't run, but i go cycling for 2-3 hours and doing strength exercises..i miss running a lot..but i have understood it's no use to whine about it..sooner or later i'll be there again! i have lost 2 kg more..it's pretty small number, but i take it anyways. i have no tricks..i just have not much of an appetite..the only thing i crave, well actually two things are coffee with milk and chocolate..both are bad for me i know..but hey i'm still loosing weight..after 3 kg i will be at my weight year ago.

other random things:
i have sleeping problems again..but hey i can read more books..
i bought a lot of new things..and i wanted to save money..ahaha
it's getting cold here..and today was first snow in mountains outside my window
i have an awful case of homesickness..cause autumn is the time i love my hometown the most..
i can't wait Christmas time..even i won't be going home to celebrate :(

i hope you are doing fine out there..i have been awful blog reader & commentator..but it will change.


xMx

p.s after 3 month i will start to pack my suitcases again..excited & scared in one

a bit better..still not good

hi again, i hope everyone is doing fine or at least ok out there!


last week was dark & with a lot of crying & whining & again whining,
the only thing i'm proud about in last week is the fact I got my binging under control, i have lost 3 kg in one week, without working out(and in fact almost no moving around) & well i'm proud also about the fact that i haven't stopped working for a minute ( i mean at the time i'm supposed to, not all the time in general). anyways, i feel kind of a bit better..it hurts still  way to much, but i know what it is: inflammation of sciatica and it will go away sooner or later (i hope sooner, cause it's the fifth week & it's the longest time since ever without me running :() but knowing what it is kind of calmed me down, cause not knowing just killed me. (but i guess it's the same for all of people)
another news, maybe i got a job in Germany starting from january... i'm exited..scared as well, cause it's moving again..i'm again alone in a big city, again new friends, places etc. i will now for sure in two weeks, fingers crossed!
that was yesterday's evening behind my window..i can never get enough of skies & clouds i guess.

xMx