well. weekend kinda sucked. but that's nothing new for me. it's always harder to manage through the weekend and not to screw up. and this weekend had all needed components to do it properly: work at Saturday till after midnight, to much drinks afterwards, return at home at 7 on the morning (how you can imagine..still drunk), full fridge, massive binge. END OF STORY, well, not exactly, but the last part you can imagine as well. i haven't had drinks for last 3 weeks, because i was perfectly aware what will follow them..but this time i couldn't resist because..i could write down 100 of explanations, but the truth is i was just weak and stupid, and that's it. and because of this stupid act, also the time what had left from Sunday was worthless.. i was half sick, half depressed and half asleep. actually only last 2 hours are a little, tiny bit better.
and here comes the question: "WHY?" and "What were you thinking?" and i might say:
a) that's the last time(for over-drinking or over-eating or both or none)
b)i'll start fresh from tomorrow
c) it doesn't count because i was doing great all week
d) all above
BUT
that would be all just lies..in reality just lies..but i'm still naive and foolish..yeah..i'm NAIVE..let's go with that..and that's why i might choose answers
a and
b.
SO Meet me..The naive and fat COW!
xMx
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