feeling like a shit

i have no idea what to do, the injury is getting worse and it will be 4 weeks at sunday. medicine doesn't work at all or very minimal. i'm just whole time tired & sad. i have eaten why too much, i basically can't work out..and i 'm also afraid if i'll try i would make it even worse, i hate the fact i can't have any privacy. cause i'm crying & depressed all the time & everyone with whom i live with has noticed it. i don't wanna be that cry baby..but  i am.

 

sorry, i'm very negative..but really i'm tired of pains & not knowing what it is & when will it end up. cause it isn't a strain in muscle (that was the first assumption) and the doctor doesn't know what it is. i need to make a bunch of x ray & analysis and i don't know if i can even afford it. like really everything is always about that damn money.

p.s i hope all of you out there are doing better then me at the moment. and thank you.

xMx